Ocotober Thorns

What was it, something that I realized A need inside me took me by surprise I see two sides now, I just don't know Subjected now an addict of control Mirror yourself if you can even try Gaze deep into God's sleepy eye Arabesques in my cold burn freeze Deliverance upon my dirty knees Dominator life's blood, my need The balance in my hands, the life blood seed Underneath a hood of stars, I realized just who you are Ooh, my October thorns in my side It makes me wonder will the need subside You miscalculated the algebra of need I died for you, now why shouldn't you return the favor